I would like to take a moment to say that I really like bumble bees. They are cute, they do not sting people, and they are like happy drunk people who accidentally bump into you and do one of two things: apologize profusely, or stubble around trying to regain their since of balance and figure out what the hell just happened. Both of these scenarios are enjoyable to watch. However, this morning there was a single, fat bee on the ground. Not moving, not drunkenly trying to reach equilibrium, dead.
I don't think it is a coincident that within the same day I started watching "The Cosby Show" from season 1 onward. It's really funny, I mean if you like Bill Cosby, you would like it. That is if you haven't see it before of course. I think we need a good balance of that in our lives. It helps us remember that there are good moments in bad moments. I had a flat coke left over from the show I'm doing . . . it was delicious. I realized today that I'm going to miss my "cigarette time" during the days we have shows (I have to pre-burn a cigarette for the show so I get to act all cool for about 5 minutes without actually smoking). I'm not the only one who feels this way, but I think it is necessary to read a book, have some tea, or stare into the sun a little just to make sure it and you are still here. So if you are feeling down I recommend a little Cosby, because staring into the sun kind of hurts and it is definitely not good for your eyes.